N.A.

She always believed in true love 

Where you'd take care of her heart 

You'd keep her safe and sound,

The kind where you'd always be around.

She took a chance on you and she fell

You took the opportunity to play her well

At 17 you chose to mix love with fire

At 15 she had had enough of a liar

It took 13 years to repair what you, so blatantly, crushed

It wasn't her heart, no. It was her faith in mankind.

It took Five boys and some fine wine

How could she trust after being so blind-sided?

Now she sips on tea and his Bacardi

He peered into her soul even when she was a ruthless ho

And saw the little girl inside who still was whole

He did what you didn't. He chose her forever.

So go ahead and dance your life away

The girls you loved surely danced on their wedding days

The next time you come around asking me why,

I ignored you all the past times,

Think of this hand written note of mine.

The *Fuck-You* Tributes

Reconstruction and Remission 

So since I've been bitter and resentful over certain people I've come across in my life, I've decided to start from scratch and heal my way. My new blogposts will be about those people. Enjoy 😘

I lost The Most Important Part of me: The Will to carry on.

Death is never easy. Loss is never acceptable. What we don't realize, is that, even in all its inevitability, death hits us harder than life. It doesn't matter even if we knew about it in advance. No amount of knowing, can prepare you for something so permanently soul-punching.. it pulls away the ground beneath you and you're left with all the pieces of your torn up heart. And you don't even feel like piecing them back together anymore. Suddenly everything seems so trivial and worthless. The word "Hope" doesn't exist. It seems like more of a sick joke than something that could actually relieve the pain and emptiness within. Nothing can. Not for a long time. And right now, that feels like forever. Or atleast until you die, and then, it'll atleast be all over, right? That is, until that pain passes on to someone else.

For my future memories feed:Tuesday, June 23rd 2020.

- We are at 91st day of social isolation. (Since 22nd march)
- Irrfan Khan and Rishi Kapoor and Wajid Khan have passed away after battling severe ailments!! Covid management and treatment is affecting treatment plans of other serious diseases.
- Sushant Singh Rajput committed suicide on a Sunday afternoon. Its rattled an entire generation like never before.
- There was a Gas leak at a chemical plant in Visakhapatnam, Andhra Pradesh. There was a minor gas leak in Chembur.
- Cyclone Amphan hit the eastern part and Cyclone Nisarg hit western part of India. The biggest evacuations were needed during the pandemic.
- Several parts of the country have experienced heavy infestations of locusts.
- Earthquake experienced very frequently. 5 earthquake in a month
- One US dollar is 76.33 indian rupees.
- Schools have been closed since mid March and the Exams have been cancelled.  Some students have been promoted, some have lost their year.
- working from home from last 3 months. Offices are mostly non operational, a few operate with a skeletal crew.
- There are lines/tapes inside the stores to keep people 3 feet apart. Some follow the protocols, others act like covidiots.
- Restaurants are for home delivery & pick-up. Haven't had a good cup of tea outside even when the rains have started.
- Parks, beaches and walk-in places are slowly opening for the public.
- All sports competitions have been cancelled.
- All festivals and entertainment events have been banned.
- Weddings, family celebrations and birthdays have been cancelled or moved to a video conference. Funerals limited to immediate cohabitants.
-  Some are being Brave and reminding family why it's important to stay at home. Hopefully their generation will have more empathy than ours.
- Hugs and kisses are not given. Not even handshakes.
- Places of worship are closed to public. We pray from home.
- People are required to wear masks at all places.
- Limited shops are only open for limited timing.
- almost all countries have closed their borders. For inter state travel, we need special sanctions.
- Every city has been divided into tiny zones & an instant fine issued for crossing the zone without a valid reason. (Transport workers, Essential services, etc). We need to apply for movement passes to enter other state..
- No one is travelling for leisure. Airports are almost empty. Tourism has the worst crisis in history.
- We still can't go to gyms or theaters.
-Experiments by homeopathy, ayurveda are going on to keep the immunity strong.

- Indian brave soliders done fabulous job on all Indian broders in such critical conditions.

- There was solar eclipse...

- There is no Cricket , no IPL , no other major sports all our the world.

- No friday nights , no night life in city

And many more........

Why do I post this?

Next year & then every year after, this status will appear in my Facebook memories feed. And it will be an annual reminder that life is precious & that nothing should be taken for granted. We are where we are with what we have. Let's be grateful.

This text I copied from one of my friend's wall and pasted here, because I want to remember it too.
Stay safe and healthy...!!🙏🙏