Bitchari

The signs were ignored by me back then

I should've realised you weren't a friend

Why did i let this go on for so long?

Made excuses for all the times you did me wrong.

Your texts on my screen brought me disgust,

Begrudgingly I'd respond, cause my conscience said i must

But i never bothered to ask myself why

Maybe i knew deep down inside

This friendship was not built to last

It was only a matter of time before i let you go

Always treated me like i was below

Anyone and everyone else you valued in life

I tried and tried but you were never satisfied

I hurt you once and accepted my faults

Maybe ask yourself, did you ever acknowledge your flaws?

The times you ridiculed me out of jealousy

Or the times you belittled me out of insecurity

You know what this is about.

 Think of how she would feel if she saw you like this. Would she like her only child to be this broken and disheartened? What do you think she'd do if she is watching over you right now? She may be struggling to comfort you but you just can't see or feel it. It would hurt her to see you like this and even more so coz she's trying so hard but can't get through. REALISE she'll always be there with you. No matter  what. She's SAFE with Him now. NOTHING and NO ONE can harm her. You owe it to her to be the best of yourself because that's what she would want.